You got your demiurge in my orthodoxy. You got your orthodoxy in my demiurge. An agnostic looks at gnosticsism
20 Feb, 2010 in fnord, sadhana and dharma, wisdomI’ve been listening to Stephan Hoeller lectures, as I go to sleep at night. This has given me a pretty good introduction to Hoeller’s brand of gnosticism. I have been assailed (in a way) by gnosticism for over 25 years.
I would buy occult books in my idiot teen years, and one of them was “The Other Bible” which was (to 15 year old Marky) a snoozefest; mainly because there were no spells within to get me laid. Yes, I was a deep one. What the Other Bible had was a boatload of gnostic (Nag Hammadi) scriptures, full of those divine names constructed of mainly O and A. It seemed stupid to me at the time, and gained me nothing re: sex so I shelved it.
When I practiced Siddha Yoga, in my 20′s, gnosticism would rear its head in lectures and classes that I would take… and I would poo-poo it as simply Christianity turned upside down. It seemed unbelievably ridiculous.
When I studied religion at the University of Oregon, and I took an upper division class on Heresy… I was given gnosticism again. This time I had to digest the cosmology, and then present it to the class. Basically I taught gnosticism that day. It struck me as a video game. The soul’s journey after death past guardians, and archons, and demons, and… demiurges… seemed a direct analog of a video game, with it’s creatures, and puzzles and boss battles.
There’s more to it of course. The Matrix trilogy is a pretty good allegory for the whole gnostic thang. The creator deity isn’t “God”. He’s kind of a half simple embarassment (like George W Bush)… accidental offspring of the divine Sophia. This half wit creates our universe, and that explains why the old testament god is such an irrational dickwad.
Anyhoo, since I have grown older and more/less wise/foolish stumbled across the site of BC Recordings, and their archive of gnostic lectures, by one Stephan Hoeller. They have several, actually a lot, of free lectures, and I nicked them all. I like them. Hoeller is an old man, almost 80, and he has a Hungarian accent, so he sounds exactly like a cartoon psychiatrist, which is strangely apropos because one of the pillars of Hoeller’s gnosticism is Carl Gustav Jung, for whom I have tremendous respect.
So I have a new interest in Gnosticism. Not a belief, but an interest. Belief is the kudzu of the soul, interest is ticklish and fuzzy. So, if you’re interested, take a look at this video, which is simply a lecture of Hoeller’s with a slide show, and see if you dig it. Hail Eris.


Reese’s Christian Inclusivist cups? (two great theologies in one candy bar…).